ydae had my phase test..
n wat i can sae?
i did badly 4 it..
wen i saw her face, my mind was blank..
e nervousness was extreme to e max..
e steps was all jumble up..
i even forgotten to mention e complications of putting e iv cannula..
i dnt even noe if i pass or fail 4 it..
i cried terribly in front of e classmates..
e scenario happend in e rm, was still playing in my mind..
she kept prompting me questions..
she wanna me to do her style..
i practice e way dat im comfortable w..
n she xpected me to change her own style in a sudden?
hw can i do dat?

after wat happend in e am, i get changed to go to e mosque..
to do some paper wrk for e annual nght cycling..
but b4 dat i went to e airport to meet up w shah to gv his bag..
i was totali dwn..
no mood to do aniting..
while was waiting, kak amiju msgd me dat i dnt nd to come dwn to e mosque cos shes nt in..
wah liao..
didnt even noticed me earlier..
so i went hm straight..
while i was in e bus, wani msgd me..

'i oso got phyllis.. haha..
im having fun w her.. haha..'

wat is she trying to tell me?
she noes dat i was super duper sad after wat happend after e phase test..
she was der to console me, asking me nt to cry..
n y out of sudden she msgd me all dat?
to tell me dat, she makes me feel better?
WTF!!
is dis wat u calld 'twinnie'?
twinnie ur head!!

my mood is still upside dwn even though i hv reachd hm..
mom askd me to go jb, i didnt wan to go..
sis askd me to go nrthpt, i rejectd..
azmi askd me to find bdae present, i declined..
nk dikatekn, ydae was e worst mood ever..
frens kp asking me if im ok..
thx frens 4 being der..