dis song was introduced to me ydae afternoon..
a touching video i should sae..
n its in my head oredi..
keep repeating e song over n over again..
esp e chorus part..

'aku hanya ingin kau tahu, besarnya cintaku,tingginya khayalku bersamamu'
'tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini, di setiap hariku, di sisa akhir nafas hidupku'

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BORED..
im freaking bored..
was all hm alone at hm todae..
e whole dae..
since 7am..
i woke up at 6.30am to make bfast for abah b4 he leaves hm to help uncle in doing their catering services..
slept back n woke up to do the hse wrk, all of it..
after zohor, i went to cp to buy e stuffs dat mak told me..
managed to get it in a few mins n went hm..
on my way hm, bought some food 4 me to fill in my empty stomach..
kak azah calld n askd if im ok..
i actuali cried to hear both adq n kak voices..
n since den, i startd to cry n cry..
calld abah cos its oredi gg to b mdnght..
told me dat he will b hm after maghrib..
put dwn e fon w him, i cried again..
msgd him dat i wanna sleep, i cried again..
ya..
u can call me a cry baby..
mom, siblings nt in spore..
dad was out since am..
can u feel e loneliness in me?
oh my..
i miss dem lots..

my apology 4 nt updating my blog 4 a long, long time..
i even received complains dat i hvnt yet to update my blog..
sori eh kak ju?
haha..

las tues, i wrkd 8hrs + 3 additional hrs..
reachd hm n washd up b4 gg out to send siblings off to redang..
i was soo tired at dat hr cos nvr wrk at dat kind of long hrs..
reachd e place to gather, every1 dwn der askd me wers my bag pack..
i js kp quiet n smiled..
those hu noe y i didnt follow dem, js gv me a pat on my shoulder n smiled at me..
siblings went to redang w 6 more of paternal cous..
e bus was abit delay, n rain startd to fall heavily..
i was shiverg cold at dat time of moment oredi..
hw i wish i was on e bed at dat time..
dey left golden mile complex ard 2300hrs..
n wak ali suggestd to go 4 a sapedek at e nearest kedai mkn..
n so we did..
reachd hm ard 0025hrs n tings hvnt been done..
hvnt iron my uniform, edit pics to develop, etc..
den, smthg hapend..
e door was lockd n mak brought e gate key onli..
n dat time of moment, i was in e state of need of e toilet badly..
i js hv e feeling to 'tompang' e portable toilet dat was available under e void deck s ders 'jempotan'..
i calld abg noh to ask 4 e key..
calld e hm n no one pick up e calls..
both hp of his n kak azra were off..
calld again n again n again..
abah drove off to his hm, to wake dem up..
managed to get thru 1 hr later..
n u noe wat?
dey wasnt asleep..
anak branak tgh dgr misteri jam 12..
mak oi..
dey even didnt hear e doorbell, neither e door being shook nor knockd..
doorbell didnt even hear..
e hm fon, e ringer was off..
aiyoyo..
terok punya olang la mcm ni..

tmrw embark my las dae of attachment at nuh..
it means it will b my las dae of seeing my shaggy..
dats wat my frens call dat prsn..
haha..
n tmrw too, mak will b flying off to vietnam w her 2 elder sis for 5-6 daes..
tmrw too, i will msk keje 3hrs later den my usual time..
haha..
tmrw in e afternoon shift..
nk anta mak punya psl..
n tmrw too, i will js b stayg w my daddy..
mak oi..
pening kpale..
wats e menu 4 those daes mom will b away?
hmm..
ani ideas ani1?