to u..

i heard abt u nt liking e excos..
wen u r involved in e grp..
esp me..
n todae, i heard another shocking news..
frm my besties..
i was wonderg..
is it true dat im e 1 to b blame?
u were nt der at dat time of moment..
hw do u noe its true dat i did dat to ur love ones?
i was e ONE hu bakar e foods frm e starting till e end..
nt onli me, even my besties helpd me out..
y were u nt der wen we hv dat event?
u told us smthg had happend..
i was shockd to c some of ur family came dwn..
even 1 of my family member saw u outside w ur family..
so wer r u?
i bbq-ed e foods 4 ALL e members includg ur love ones..
y did ur love ones told u dat dey dnt get food to eat?
i askd dem to bbq e foods..
if u dnt believe, we hv PROOF..
alot of ppl seeing me doing e bakar..
n nt onli dis bbq..
wen i got close to ur close fren..
i heard dat frm ur close fren dat u were jealous abt it..
i realised abt it..
i made my mistakes..
but den..
im close w ur close fren cos at dat time of moment..
he was e captain of e soccer team..
we had a tournament btwn all e mosques..
i nd to liase w him..
cos im e middle prsn btwn ur close fren n e coach..
m i still in e rong?

pls u..
feel free to approach me wen u nd to talk me..
esp wen it comes to my matter..
im sori dat i hv hurt u in any way..
cos i noe i hv sakitkan ur hati..
since e start u hv noe me..
im sori frm e bottom of my heart..

frm me

so sori guys 4 nt updating my bloggie..
i hv been signing in n out of e blog..
cos i was in e blank wen e white box dat awaiting me to type in e latest entry..
n nw here m i..
updating u wat had hapend 4 e passd nearly a mth..

tings hv been gg upside dwn in life..
3 wks more to end module exam..
time pass by fast..
i hv spent 7 wks in sch..
studying n doing practicals 4 my coming attachment..
sitting 4 my class test n phase test..
i cnt disappoint my parents..
i nd to wrk hard 4 dis..

s on e other side..
i myself dono wats in me..
hv i been doing e rght ting lately?
wats in my head?
wat i hv been tinking?
doing it so, is it correct?
haiz..
i told besties abt it..
i tried..
but i will meet wen it comes on wkends..
n im e big head of e team wen smthg hapen..
hw do i get involve in such situatn?