due to besties request n my fren..
i hv deleted e las portn of my las entry..
but no matter wat, i wldnt b keeping quiet abt dis matter..

todae was kinda ok 4 me..
had theory lessons instead of prac 4 3 hrs..
haha..
wen she starts to open e mouth, i started to yawn..
haha..
n e simplest way to fight for it, was to stand up till e sleepy mode is gone..
n dis fren of mine..
cried wen she saw me disappear in front of her..
padahal i was standing at e back of e class so dat i wldnt block e others..
dis fren of mine..
she told me dat she miss me much..
tu la, buat prangai lagi..
haha..
tk baek seh kwn ni satu..

i suppose to b studying rght nw..
pca class test paper is nxt mon..
n i hvnt yet flip a single nt abt dat..
i always do revision on my bio science..
talking abt bio science, alhamdulillah..
i passed my class test 1..
though its nt xpected..
but still i nd to attend 4 remedial class on 14 n 21 feb..
waduh..
sat burn w dis..

las sun..
was an open table 4 us..
azmi blanje dok..
haha..
met all of dem at 1330hrs at city hall ctrl stn as azmi oredi book place for 14 ppl at swensens at suntec city..
since ders no place at orchard..
so we wen, met up w mazni n firman der as firman rode der..
its kinda kecoh cos ders little ones follewd e big sis n aunt..
hehe..
so kinda of family gathering for dem, cum frens outing..
after mkn, me n azmi sabo-ed mazni by giving 20 small candles instead of 2 big candles..
haha..
muka member paiseh seh..
we sang e bdae song s loud s we could..
semua tgk seh kat dlm swensen tu..
haha..
mazni cnt continue to cut e cake cos its hard like a stone..
haha..
so e staff cut 4 us e cake..
nice..
azmi spent $220 for swensens..
after mkn, we went to esplandae 4 a walk..
due to e hot weather, we decided to patah balek to marina square to enjoy e air con..
ppl complaint of thirst..
n der we went, to starbucks..
haha..
sape baya?
azmi skali lagi..
nk dikatekn e whole dae i didnt even kluarkn any money..
enjoy my dae though i didnt stay up w dem dat long..
relieved stress after wat had happend e dae b4..

mon, i kinda hv an open session w wani..
to let her noe wats her attitude, since she askd dat frm me..
at e same time, ayie was on e fon..
ayie was der to ask me to b strong..
haha..
mcm klaka gitu..
ayie even askd me to askd her y she msgd me like dat las sat..
w such a heavy heart, i askd her..
n u noe wats her reply?
she said..

'oh.. wat i meant was, nthg happens to me after e phase test.. i was ok after dat.. i was wondering y ppl was so stressed up after e phase test, esp wen dey got an invigilator like phyllis tan..'

i told her dat i was kinda of sad..
shockd wen she msgd me dat way..
n felt like crying, no matter wer i was at dat time of moment..
n she simply apologise to me..
n dats it?
gosh..
she sae she dnt mean to do it la..
oh my..
takot nanti tego dia, kecik hati lak..
hmm..

tmrw i b receiving my bio paper..
wonder hw my result is..

im getting new born niece n nephew soon..
one due on valentines dae n another, 5 daes later..
haiz..
makin byk anak sdare aku ni..
tkpe2..
bibik azi will always love u all..
muackz..

ydae had my phase test..
n wat i can sae?
i did badly 4 it..
wen i saw her face, my mind was blank..
e nervousness was extreme to e max..
e steps was all jumble up..
i even forgotten to mention e complications of putting e iv cannula..
i dnt even noe if i pass or fail 4 it..
i cried terribly in front of e classmates..
e scenario happend in e rm, was still playing in my mind..
she kept prompting me questions..
she wanna me to do her style..
i practice e way dat im comfortable w..
n she xpected me to change her own style in a sudden?
hw can i do dat?

after wat happend in e am, i get changed to go to e mosque..
to do some paper wrk for e annual nght cycling..
but b4 dat i went to e airport to meet up w shah to gv his bag..
i was totali dwn..
no mood to do aniting..
while was waiting, kak amiju msgd me dat i dnt nd to come dwn to e mosque cos shes nt in..
wah liao..
didnt even noticed me earlier..
so i went hm straight..
while i was in e bus, wani msgd me..

'i oso got phyllis.. haha..
im having fun w her.. haha..'

wat is she trying to tell me?
she noes dat i was super duper sad after wat happend after e phase test..
she was der to console me, asking me nt to cry..
n y out of sudden she msgd me all dat?
to tell me dat, she makes me feel better?
WTF!!
is dis wat u calld 'twinnie'?
twinnie ur head!!

my mood is still upside dwn even though i hv reachd hm..
mom askd me to go jb, i didnt wan to go..
sis askd me to go nrthpt, i rejectd..
azmi askd me to find bdae present, i declined..
nk dikatekn, ydae was e worst mood ever..
frens kp asking me if im ok..
thx frens 4 being der..