las 2 daes..
smthg bad hapend to me..
n it hapend to me early in e am,even b4 i went out frm hse 4 wrk..
it startd at 0600hrs..
1st vomiting, n continuously soon after i reachd wrk..
e toilet was being my 2nd 'wrking place' on dat am..
i didnt help my colleagues to do e normal routines..
i kept going in n out of e toilet..
became more weaker s time passes by..
my eyes was heating up wenever i shut it..
i wanna go hm,but i didnt want to replace it on sat..
so i carry on till e time ends..
alhamdulillah..
aunt told me dat i didnt ate my meal well..
n got gastric..
hmm..
aku eh tk mkn betol?
biar btol?

more probs is adding in me esp..
i felt like im e middle prsn btwn e both of u..
if u tink u were e onli 1 hu been questions by aunt n cous..
u r wrong!
super duper wrong!
aunt calld me wen im wrking..
she nvr calld me b4 at those time, except if mom w me..
she askd me y n wat hapend..
m i suppose to keep quiet?
do u tink its easy for me to ans their questions?
im so sick sometimes too..
do u noe dat?
im e type of prsn hu is so difficult to let tings out in me..
hw m i suppose to do dat?
i dnt even noe wer n hw to start..
if i wanna talk tings out w u, im scared dat u will b disspointd in me..
i tink abt ur feelings 1st rather den i tink abt myself..
do u tink im being selfish in dis matter?