watchd dealova at rtm1 wen nyayi senah n daughter came..
didnt even talkd w dem much cos my mood kinda nt ok..
entertain myself by watchg dat stori in my parents rm..
didnt go out till dey wanna go back hm..
n continue after dat n nt even cleaning up e mess..
nt sure y e feeling of hate was der..

looking at her sometime makes me wonder..
hu is she?
y is she behaving in dis manner?
y e attitude of selfish is in her?
y she kp tinking abt her own self n nt e others?
dnt even care wat other feels?
does she noe all dat?
i guess she dnt even realise it..
been bz w wrk..
dnt even care wats happening ard her..
dnt even noe e hu ha dat happens ard her..
dnt even bother i suppose?
i love her..
i wanna advice her..
i tried..
but i faild..
nw its all up to her..
im js disappointd in wat shes doing 2wrds me n e rest..
haiz..

got to find out dat parents r leaving on e 15 dec..
which falls on e sat..
n its 13 daes b4 i celebrate my 'old dae'..
kinda sad..
cos its e 1st time celebratg it w/o dem ard..
hw i wish..