u shld watch dis..
my fren recommend me to watch it..
its a sad 1 even though its nt e 1st time i watch it..
he hv done so much sacrifices to e gal..
will he b e 1 in e future?
hmm..

someone do dis maths calculatn..
wen dat prsn is half awake..
he sae dis equatn..
4 divide by 2 is equal to 8..
haha..
maths dpt a star..
haha..

so went i go to ps..
to collect her new sim card..
otw back hm..
in e train..
had a 'noise pollution'..
4 ladies or gals i shld call dem..
las cabin at e v end seat..
mak oi..
i put my mp3 at e max vol pon leh dgr ktawe dorang..
goodness..
den saw dis water bottle rolld dwn to my place area..
i pretend nt to c n continue reading my novel..
e gals came in front of me..
i continue reading up e novel..
pretending im blind..
i noe im bad..
haha..
den came e 2nd time..
i felt like dey were talking to me..
but den i heard nthg due to e vol of my mp3..
den dey show me smthg..
n i pretend like a shockd face..
haha..
n i smiled n dey walkd away..

reachd yck..
saw dis familiar face..
my 'long lost' bestie..
hehe..
she hugged me in front of everybody..
malu seh..
hehe..
we talkd n talkd..
she was like promoting dis adidas brand..
her bag..
her sweater..
haha..
n i dstrb her abt her 'upgarded' hp..
she beat me..
fuyoo..
tk padan kecik..

SILLY..
superb SILLY..
dat wrd goes to someone hum i noe dat much..
none other den..
my SISTER..
my beloved SISTER..
nt even a mth..
she hv committed a crime..
a crime dat she will b sad over w..
haha..
she crushd her w660i..
w her toyota vios..
yes..
u ppl read it correctly..
her toyota vios tyre had crushed her w660i..
into pieces..
she tot it was e rock..
she realisd it wen she wanna make a call..
haha..
e story goes..
she put her hp on e car boot while talking w her other frens..
after several mins of enjoyment talking w her frens..
she forgot abt her hp..
n wen into e car to proceed her nxt destinatn..
den she heard smthg being smashd..
n she realised dat it was her hp instead of e rock..
haha..

but e prsn hu being e culprit to take her new sim card..
none other den her gd sis..
n dats me..
haha..
its k..
at least ders little kiddie accompany me tmrw..
hmm..

so e moral of e story..
dnt put ur hp on e car boot even though its a while..
put ur hp at e safe place..
=)

watchd dealova at rtm1 wen nyayi senah n daughter came..
didnt even talkd w dem much cos my mood kinda nt ok..
entertain myself by watchg dat stori in my parents rm..
didnt go out till dey wanna go back hm..
n continue after dat n nt even cleaning up e mess..
nt sure y e feeling of hate was der..

looking at her sometime makes me wonder..
hu is she?
y is she behaving in dis manner?
y e attitude of selfish is in her?
y she kp tinking abt her own self n nt e others?
dnt even care wat other feels?
does she noe all dat?
i guess she dnt even realise it..
been bz w wrk..
dnt even care wats happening ard her..
dnt even noe e hu ha dat happens ard her..
dnt even bother i suppose?
i love her..
i wanna advice her..
i tried..
but i faild..
nw its all up to her..
im js disappointd in wat shes doing 2wrds me n e rest..
haiz..

got to find out dat parents r leaving on e 15 dec..
which falls on e sat..
n its 13 daes b4 i celebrate my 'old dae'..
kinda sad..
cos its e 1st time celebratg it w/o dem ard..
hw i wish..

read comments in ur frenster..
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y my heart aches wen i noe abt dat?

FITNAH..
wats dat mean?
i look up in e dictionary n dis is wat its stated..
' hasut ; umpat'..

does he noe e meaning of fitnah in e 1st place?
does he noe wat is he trying to sae?
does he noe dat watever he said hv a related to me?
does he noe all dat?

he told e ppl hu came dwn todae..
said dat e PRSN hu tell abg abt it, membuat FITNAH..
so is he trying to sae I tell fitnah to abg abt his plan?
cos im e 1 hu tell abg abt his plan..

i tried to cntrl my anger..
cos i noe at dat time of moment..
my face hv changed..
i nearly sae vulgar wrds..
but yet i cntrl it..

soon after he noes dat IM e 1 hu tell abg..
he gvs sort of reasons..
1 of e reason is dat..
hes DEAF cos it happend at nght..
wth?!
hw can he accused him js like dat?
goodness..

met e youths regarding their proposal n some personal stuffs dat dey r nt satisfy w..
was js wondering..
if their proposal get approve by e ydo s well s e others..
dey discuss s if e proposal hv been approve..
i js kp quiet..
n js hear watever dey sae..
n write dwn watever dey ask me to write dwn..

tmrw ders a meeting w e ydo s well s e exco..
doing e structure of e youths..
semua da over excited w e electn..
esp dat some1..
u noe wat i mean rght besties?
haha..

sometimes i was js wondering..
is dis e reali him?
his behaviour?

hmm..

ydae nght..
attended meeting w e rest of e mmb..
regarding e postmortem of ramadhan..
bobal panjang sakan..
even e boys get tired..
n dey helpd demselves by taking e mee rebus..
n eat s a grp..
while e boys doing dat..
nisa is doing her abstract art..
drawing abt her 20 yrs of life..
hehe..
nisa..
jgn lupe post it in e bloggie k?

den comes e part of e youth..
lucky ders bro is hu do e talking..
bobal nye bobal..
he passd e mike to me regarding e after 8..
i was like..
i lookd at nisa..
n she js said 'js said aniting..'
n at dat time e boys was like clapping their hands loudly..
oh no..
n every eyes of e mmb look at e back..
waitg 4 a sentence frm me..
takot seh..
haha..

later roy will b coming dwn to my hse..
he will b frm camp..
s he hv course..
it will b so awkward if hes coming here alone..
hope hes bringing azli along..
its been a long time i didnt meet dem..
since e time of our las meet up..
rght boys? =)

after 4 a long time chatting in msn..
we finali got to meet each other ydae..
lau tk psl abg wan dtg to come dwn to my hse 4 raya..
i dnt tink till nw we will meet kn?
hope dat it wldnt b e 1st n e las meet..